Chapter 6: Vengeance is Mine
I am you. These words shook Ken as he stared, frozen and wide-eyed, at the mysterious killer who had been murdering his friends the entire night. Purple eyes – the same as his own – stared back, except these eyes spoke of murderous intent – insanity, even – rather than the shock and fear present in Ken’s own eyes. His adversary stared back, grinning at his shock.
“I am you,” the other Ken repeated, and attacked. A knife cut through the air. Instinctively, Ken moved to the side, though the knife nicked his arm. Still stunned, Ken didn’t even register the pain. Then the whip snaked forward, catching Ken on his cheek. Again, Ken neither felt nor acknowledged the blow. The other Ken frowned.
“Come, Ichijouji,” he taunted. “Where’s that fighting spirit of yours? What, are you going to kill me?” The knife spun through the air, luckily hitting Ken in the shoulder with the hilt. “Ha, I’d like to see you try!”
Ken’s mind was still blank. Who is he? He thought. Why is he here? Why me?
A machete cut through the air, missing Ken by centimetres. “You’re no fun,” the other Ken remarked. “Even your girlfriend… what was her name? Miyako? Even she at least screamed before dying.”
Miyako.
“And that other guy… Daisuke. He tried to save her even to the very end. Too bad…” Another near hit.
Daisuke.
“I wonder who I should kill next. Do you think Mother would scream if I cut her apart piece by piece? Or would Father try to kill his own son to save his wife?”
Mom. Dad.
Die, bitch.
With a roar, Ken’s mind snapped. He leapt at his double, snarling. Enraged fingers clawed their way to the other Ken’s throat. Surprised, the other Ken flailed his whip, but was unable to keep Ken at a distance. Ken shook his alter-ego, determined to strangle the life out of him.
But the doppelganger had other ideas. He forced a knee into Ken’s stomach, and then pushed the winded boy away from him. Pulling out a gun, the double unleashed four bullets.
“That was the dumbest idea your brilliant mind has ever come up with,” he sneered. “But still, you at least had some balls.”
Ken gasped for air and clutched his stomach. The other Ken had missed – on purpose, but it was close enough to show Ken that he could have died at any time. “Bastard,” Ken spat out.
“My, my, Ken-chan. You really should watch your language. Otherwise, I’ll have to punish you!” With that, the doppelganger shot out with his whip, lashing Ken and throwing him to the ground. Before Ken could rise, a second blow landed. And a third. Ken lay helpless as his dark double flogged him, while wearing a sadistic grin.
Beneath the pain, Ken’s fingers found the hilt of the knife his double had thrown at him, and closed his fist around it. Enduring yet another lash, Ken drove the knife into his double’s leg. The other Ken howled as the blade bit into his flesh, and went down hard. Panting for breath, Ken painfully eased himself back up.
“FUCK YOU!” the other Ken screamed. He raised his pistol and fired. The bullet screamed through the air and slammed into Ken’s shoulder. Ken was saved by sheer luck – his adversary had run out of bullets. Clutching his shoulder, Ken grabbed the closest weapon he could find and held it at the other Ken’s throat. “Who are you?” Ken asked again.
His double laughed an insane laugh. “I told you, Ken-chan. I am you.”
“Bullshit.” Ken brought the branch down across his double’s face. “Who are you?”
Bloodied but not beaten, the other Ken tried to raise his head. “I am you.”
“Bullshit.” Another stroke, accompanied by a cry of pain. “Who are you?”
His double was about to reply with the same twisted answer, but paused to think. “Does it matter?” he finally asked. Ken glared at him, and the double laughed. “After all, you’re about to die!” He swung his feet, knocking Ken to the ground, and slowly sat up. “Why don’t you believe me, Ken-chan?” he asked softly. “I am you. I am who you were supposed to be.”
Ken screamed bloody murder and dove for the other. The other Ken blocked Ken’s outstretched fists and launched a kick at Ken. Ken feinted and tackled the other Ken to the ground. The two antagonists rolled in the ground, spilling blood everywhere and landing blows on each other whenever they could. Eventually, however, the other Ken was able to gain the upper hand, and forced Ken under him. The other Ken pounced on him, and placed a hand on Ken’s chest to keep the boy down. “Why don’t you believe me?” he repeated. “You were supposed to be me.”
Ken coughed as he felt the pressure on his chest. “I don’t believe you… because I have friends. I used to be a horrible person. I used to fill my head with dark thoughts. But not anymore. My friends showed me that there was more to life than sitting around, planning on how I will be the top.”
“Friends?” the double sneered. “What friends? They’re all dead.”
“Because you killed them!” Ken shouted. He stiffened for a moment, but relaxed. “My friends’ lessons are still here. I am nothing like you, whoever you are.”
The other Ken laughed at this. It started out as a small chuckle, but it increased in intensity until the doppelganger was roaring his insanity to the skies. “What a speech, Ichijouji! The little Ken-chan I knew would never have been able to say such things! No, you were always just sitting around, blowing bubbles.” The double sneered. “You want to know who I am, Ken-chan? Do you?”
The other Ken laughed at the horror dawning on Ken’s face. “That’s right, little otouto. I am Osamu, who you killed.”
“Nii-san!” The eager voice of a ten-year old rang throughout the Ichijouji residence. “Nii-san!”
The ten-year old poked his head through his brother’s room. “Nii-san?”
Osamu Ichijouji quickly turned around while stashing something away. Little Ken Ichijouji didn’t miss it, however. “Nii-san, what’s that?”
“Nothing!” Osamu snarled. “Get out!” When Ken didn’t move, Osamu advanced on his younger brother, and roughly shoved him out of the room and slammed the door. Outside, Ken began to softly cry and ran off to his room. Satisfied that the intruder had been taken care of, Osamu returned to his business.
But the curiosity of a ten-year old is not so easily sated. Not long after the incident, Osamu and his parents all happened to be out of the house, leaving Ken by himself. Excited and a little scared at the same time, Ken crept into his brother’s room, hoping to learn his brother’s secrets.
First Ken checked under the bed, his ten-year-old logic telling him that it was the best place to hide something. When that failed, Ken went through his brother’s drawers. Ken was growing disappointed and was about to give up when his sharp eye caught an odd-looking storage compartment. Happily, Ken forced it open. Oblivious to the sound of the door opening, Ken dug into the compartment, pulling out several bags of what looked like leaves and sugar.
Osamu pushed open his door – to find Ken sitting in the middle of his room, spreading his precious products on the floor. Then Osamu did something he would regret for the rest of his life: he screamed. As Ken looked up, scared, their parents ran to see what happened – and caught sight of the drugs Ken had so much fun playing with.
Several weeks later, Ken found himself sitting in between his parents in the district court. He really had no idea what was going on, but everyone looked so sombre. He was told to go up and answer a few questions about the stuff he found and how he found them. He saw his parents and brother go up as well. Then he saw his brother stand in front of the judge, who looked very stern. Ken didn’t really listen to what the judge said, but afterwards Osamu was led away by several scary-looking police officers. The Ichijoujis went home shortly afterwards, and Ken never saw Osamu again.
Until now.
Ken gasped as he recognized Osamu. Osamu had always been small for his age, and four years didn’t appear to have changed that. Ken was nearly as big as he was, despite the age difference. Osamu’s hair was lighter than Ken’s, but it was only now in the morning light that Ken was able to really tell the difference. The eyes, the intricate plans… everything had been right in front of Ken, yet he missed it. Only Osamu, the grade-A student and youngest junior Japanese igo champion could have planned such a trap. And Osamu had all the motives too. Ken mentally slapped himself for failing to recognize the signs. Osamu caught the look in Ken’s eyes, and grinned.
“So the little otouto finally figures it out. Took you long enough.”
Ken lay in the dirt, his mind completely exhausted. The long night of murders came back and flooded him. Ken sighed. “Of course,” Ken said bitterly. “You were always the genius of the family. It’s a pity you wasted your talents and went into the drug trade.”
“Pity?” Osamu narrowed his eyes. “I could have gotten rich in no time, Ken-chan. Within a year or two, I could have risen to the very top of the trade, and I would have made millions. But YOU stepped in the way! You destroyed my career! YOU KILLED ME!”
Ken opened a bloodied eye. “Do you know how much you broke mom and dad when they saw you carted off to jail? Don’t you know what you did?”
“Shut up!” Furious, Osamu unleashed his pent up anger, smashing a fist into Ken’s face. Ken cried out in pain, but managed to raise his bloodied head. “No, brother. You killed yourself.”
“No!” Osamu pulled back his fist, and let it fly again. “It’s all your fault!” Another blow. “Your fault!”
Ken gasped with each blow. He was dying; he knew it. But at this point, Ken didn’t care anymore.
“I’ll kill you!” Osamu screamed. “I’ll rip you apart! Then I’ll kill mother and father. And then the judge who put me behind bars! Then…”
Ken was no longer listening. No, it wasn’t that he wasn’t listening; it was that he could not hear anymore. Nor could he feel the punches Osamu swung at him. His skull had been fractured by the blows. His face was coated in so much blood – both his and Osamu’s – that it was unrecognizable. At 7:07am, Ken Ichijouji was dead. Benihime had claimed her final victim.
Osamu continued to beat his younger brother and scream obscenities at him, oblivious to the fact that Ken was already dead. He was also oblivious to the SAT task force that was spreading out across the haunted graveyard. First they found Jun Motomiya and Shuu Kido. Then as they went in, they found more and more corpses, along with piles of ash that signalled a cremation. Frightened and disgusted by the gruesome killings, they found Iori slumped over, dead. Then they came across Miyako and Daisuke’s hung bodies, and beneath them, Ken – and Osamu.
As they pulled Osamu off his brother and slapped handcuffs on him, the hardened members of the SAT – as they later recounted – shivered to see the crazed look of vengeance upon Osamu Ichijouji’s face. Several of them broke down at the sight of Ken’s still body, and wondered what had forced Osamu to this act of insanity.
Friday September 13, 2002 9:55pm
It’s been a year since Osamu Nii-san had disappeared from my life. In a year, I got older and wiser – hopefully. My parents don’t mention Osamu anymore, actually, but I was able to piece together what happened. The only question I haven’t been able to answer, however, is why.
Apparently Osamu had been heavily involved in the drug trade, even at a very early age. He worked for one of the yakuza families. He was making quite a profit, too, from what I heard. He was intelligent and cunning – he almost single-handedly outsmarted Tokyo detectives for years. I guess he didn’t quite expect me, of all people, to blow his cover.
I do miss Osamu. Sure, he was charged with a felony, but I can’t help but feel sorry for him. He’s not such a bad guy. I mean, he was mean to me a couple times, but which siblings don’t fight? (Okay, Taichi and Hikari don’t count; they’re unnatural) But in the end, I wish Osamu didn’t have to go to jail.
I hope I see him again. No, I know I will see him again.